Understanding

It's hard to keep all the secrets and just its hard to think about it. My friends don't even know about them, I always listen to their problems. They don't even know how many I have. They don't even know how good they have it, I love how they have all these petty problems and not knowing what I seen or heard. I have problems that have involved actual war. I like staying here and actual having a life and actual having really friends. I have so much messed up life that I always have a bag packed in my locker.