Secrets

Secrets. Everyone has them, some peoples secrets are bigger than others. Some people act like they have huge secrets but only have small secrets, then there are people that have to big of a secret to tell anyone. I have to many secrets and I am scared that I might collapse in them. I can mange normally but to many secrets I always get lost in my thoughts. People think that is a metaphor but it is real I think way to much while I put my movement on auto pilot. I think way to much and talk to myself while other people are actual talking in the conversation. I am in the conversation but in my mind. I always thought you aren't crazy for talking to yourself but you turn crazy when you answer yourself. Am I going crazy?